If you ever need a stranger.

The thought of people run through my mind today and it makes me sick to my stomach. Mainly the thought of how often people are untrue to themselves and others. claiming to be a friend.. but in all honesty they are not. they hide who they are behind drinks at a bar downtown. dancing and smiling.. but that only lasts for a few hours.. what about the rest of the time. what about the rest of our lives?

Dont they ever get sick of the same shit week end and week out.. there are so many other ways to have fun and develope REAL friendships.. out of the hundreds of people i know... id say i only have maybe a few good friends. maybe 5. Be real people.

On a side note. I walked outside today and the air felt like summer. I wish I could sit in the grass all day and just talk to a stranger. We would talk about obsession of true love and simple pleasures.